So mom's all freaked that the house is going to be a target of a drive by or invasion or something because my step brother doesn't pay his dealers. So I got booted from the house more or less. Joy. Epic joy.

So... complications....
Mom and Ed (step-dad) are seperating. For various reasons.
I currently work for Ed, awkward much? Yeah just a little.
So I'm trying to get a job in Maine where my dad lives and move back up that a way.
Only it's hard to look for a job in another state while you're still working.
And Ed doesn't want me to leave until his son Stephen comes back to work...
Only Steven is an on and off drug user, currently on and probably not fit to return to work anytime soon.
I saw him the other day, he looked freaking scary.
I want to get out of that house just as fast as Mom, she might be going within the next two weeks. I might not be so lucky.

This day has just been so damned slow.... so was yesturday. I hope the whole week isn't like this.

I'm waiting for my History teacher to get back to me before I can start writing my 5-7 page final essay...due tuesday.
And while I was waiting I gave into the urge to create an Icontest community... I think I must be insane.

So it is for Vin Diesel (because he is lovely) ((Hush Sachi))
And it is found here: vindieselstills

If you like: Vin Diesel or just like creating icons (or, even better, both~!) please join and submit icons!

Oh...and also.... if anyone could point me in the direction of icon tables for dummies that would be lovely.

Thank you.

I really really really dislike tomorrow. And my class mates...and my teacher.

Every weekend we have an assigned reading and we have to post questions/comments on a class website on the reading. Other students get to read and respond if they so choose.

I feel like I am being attacked for my comments.
I support population control. I listed suicide clinics ala Kurt V. and mercy deaths ala the good Dr. K. and (as the class is a sociology of crime class) they interpreted my comments as if I thought that genocide was a valid method of crime control. WTF?!

I merely wanted to provide these as examples of methods of population control and that if we had population control societies would not be able to expand beyond the amount of people that the area is able to support. With minimal people falling through the cracks.
That if population was at a managable level then situations that create poverty, unavoidable homelessnes, some prostitutes and some crime would drop and thus, just maybe, the quality of life would improve for everyone. Making poverty, homelessness, prostitution and some forms of crime less of a presence then it is currently.

I do not believe in euthanizing prostitutes or the homeless.
I do belive that people deserve to be happy and to have a good quality of life.
I believe that our high level of population (world wide) is out of control, and is a cause of lower life quality.
I believe that if the population was at a managable level then quality would improve.

My teacher is making me explain and defend this in class. Allowing other student's to question me.
I am not a social speaker, nor am I a socially comfortable person.
I would sleep through class if I did not believe that she would just make me do it the first day I do show up.

I dislike tomorrow.